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Pokey Minch ([personal profile] ceasetoexist) wrote in [community profile] mylittlejamjar2015-02-06 12:39 am

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You know even after being here like, half a year, I'm always surprised by the dumb crap you horses keep thinking up. I mean, I guess Valentine's Day isn't exactly a tradition you idiots have on your own, but it's still a dumb idea. But you know what?

I guess what it's meant to represent isn't, much as some people here think it's something to be scared of. And I guess it's scary. I mean, it is I guess, if you're a weeny. Or just...have never had it or...

Know what? Love is super important. Here's why. Stick with me if you idiots think you can, cause here's a good reason.

I'm a pretty mean guy. I don't really hide it. And I do pretty mean things. But if you met me before the last place I was you'd see how nasty I really could be. I don't mean like throwing pies in each others faces or tripping one another or whatever you all think are war crimes. I did stuff that'd blow your little pony minds. And I was pretty sure I'd always be that way.

But then, the last place I was? And yeah, this is cliche, I met someone. A girl.

It started off pretty great, too. I mean first time I met her she put a weapon to my head because I was screwing around in her back yard making a map of the town we were in, so it was pretty romantic from the start. And you know, I guess people wouldn't think she had the best temperament: she was loud, and bossy, and sarcastic and rude.

She was a lot of the things I was. But underneath that? She also had a decency to her. She was brave where I was a coward, and and patient where I rushed at crap, and even though a lot of people wouldn't see it? She could be kind, when she wanted to be, when I was just a cruel jerk. I related to her because of the immediate parts of myself I saw in her but, you know. I came to care about her because of the better parts of her, and how she treated to me.

Like I said, I'm not a nice guy. No one had really been nice to me before, aside from my brother. ...And my neighbor, though I screwed him over in the end. He was my friend; I was never really his. But anyway? The fact that she showed me kindness, that she actually wanted to be my friend, include me in things...that was the first time anyone ever had. I dunno. I think at first I just wanted to impress her, but as time went on I guess I realized...

She taught me how to care, even if she didn't know she was. And because of that I actually had friends for once. Had a home. And because I could see myself in her but also something better than me, I wanted to be better than I was too. If I had never met her, who knows. Maybe my luck would've been crappy like it always was and I'd never try and change. Your luck would be crappy too.

See. I want to improve because of the people I know back there, and because of her. Because I love them. I love her.

And the reason I'm telling you this, something none of you losers deserve to hear in a hundred years, is because the fact that I love her and want to be better? Is the only reason I haven't decided to slit your collective throats and push your dumb, metaphorical bodies in front of a freight train by trying to find someone who could help me get back to them for the cost of betraying you. And I'd do it to. Because I don't care about you. But I care about her. And because I care about her, I can't. I can't think about selling you out or, if there were no takers on that, just rampaging about and ruining you idiots day on a daily basis.

That and if history is any indicator? I'm going to end up spilling this crap anyway when Valentine's actually gets here. I hate these places for that.

So if you're a complete moron who thinks love and relationships are really that fragile, consider this. It's because it isn't that you have one less psycho to deal with screwing you here.

You're welcome.

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Hey boss.

Let's talk.

[Because he can't imagine a rant like this wouldn't attract Giegue's attention. Or that he'd have to defend himself over it.

Might as well jump right at the lion and get it over with.]
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[personal profile] mistweaver 2015-02-06 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
And yet, if you were as mean as you say, would you have bothered to even waste your breath?

[She'd say more, but Jou Shan isn't sure she needs to.]
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[personal profile] mistweaver 2015-02-06 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I know I am as good at listening to warnings as Thrall is.

[Welp, 'nuff said there.]

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[personal profile] kingofthetvworld 2015-02-06 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay, seriously, what is it with all his friends being so...distanty lately? Of course Teddie takes all of this at face value, why wouldn't he? He had no idea Pokey wanted to slit his throat!]

Well...you know, I care... If that means anything.
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[personal profile] kingofthetvworld 2015-02-06 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[No one ever wants to get gushy with him...]

Well, uh...

[At least that's over with. Teddie pauses for a second, trying to find the best way to lighten the mood.]

I'm glad you got to score!

[Yes...perfect.]

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[personal profile] break_a_melody 2015-02-06 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He was listening. Boy was he listening, and he was processing everything Pokey was saying, searching for any hidden messages or double meanings that the boy might've hid. To say the least, hearing him speak of such topics the way he did wasn't... becoming. While normally, he wouldn't have thought much of the Starnowman's destruction seeing as how it's only natural Pokey would work with Giegue only as far as if there was a chance he could take everything for himself. That was a risk Giegue understood.

But there were too many uncertain variables now. He couldn't predict Pokey anymore. There was a growing danger here and in a different sense. Yet, Giegue wasn't willing to discard his most valuable pawn just yet. So he would entertain the boy if for a little longer. After all, he still has desires. That seemed to work well enough in the past.]


Love, huh? Your understanding has evolved since we last met. Before, yours was very narrow, mixed with disinterest.
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[personal profile] break_a_melody 2015-02-07 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
... So this heartwarming experience you've shared of this brave, caring girl who beyond all odds opened to you, teaching you bravery and empathy... is just an elaborate fabrication and nothing more.

[Just as Pokey is testing Giegue, Giegue will also gauge the boy, meeting his red eyes in kind. Despite being at such a young age, Pokey could lie like the best of seasoned career politicians. If honed more, he could have entire populations dancing to the beat of his drum. He could even bend the whims of aliens to his whims.

Giegue refused to be gullible. But he didn't want his investment in the boy squandered either. And so, he'll toss another knife.]


Oh, yes. I thought as much. It could only be a fabrication.

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[personal profile] ponymeisters 2015-02-06 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[At around the time the misanthrophic digital clone says that - in completely unrelated news, of course - the Elements ensconced safely in Princess Twilight Sparkle's library display case sparkle, ever so slightly from within, before letting off the slightest of glows.

Since it comes of the heels of somepony else having done it recently, it makes the already dim glow sparkle just a little more. Maybe even to the point of being noticed by sharp eyes. After awhile, though, as always, the light will dim and the Elements will be back to normal.

Well, in any case.

Back to the conversation.]
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[personal profile] marearcana 2015-02-06 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Of course Twilight doesn't watch the Elements 24/7, but she happens to be looking in their direction when this occurrs. Was she imagining this, or...]
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[personal profile] ponymeisters 2015-02-06 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nope. She is not imagining it. The Elements look more vivid than usual. Just slightly, but yup. Its happening.

They are sparkling.]
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This is a terrible idea.

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Probably, yeah.

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[personal profile] frozenmemories 2015-02-06 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Even if you are as mean as you say, it doesn't mean that to everyone. Some may see it as something else.
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[personal profile] crapfully 2015-02-06 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's very touching and all. I'm happy for you.

[Really, honestly he is. He looks invested, and he did read it carefully.]

But you know what? I just---I'm out for a loop here, 'cause I just about sold my soul to you over an arcade cabinet for pretty much all those reasons. Me and him are like you and your lady, but I definitely don't want to make out. Is this some other kind of love?

...your payment's still coming, by the way. I've got a good chunk of change ready and waiting to drop your way.
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[personal profile] crapfully 2015-02-06 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah. But that's just hanging out and stuff, and...man, this hole goes deeper than I thought.

You'd do that? Seriously, man. You did a crapton of work on that thing. I owe you several big ones.

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[personal profile] strengthinkindness 2015-02-06 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's not much to this. Just a simple text, the two words written a bit shakily.]

Thank you.

[What the sender is thanking him for is unclear...but does it really matter?]
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[personal profile] notgivinguponyou 2015-02-06 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Tadashi is quiet as he listens to the story, trying to wrap his mind around everything. And even after it's finished, he has to take a moment to think.

When he finally manages a response, there's a bit of a smile.]


You're a good guy.

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[personal profile] notgivinguponyou 2015-02-07 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Tadashi just laughs. Please, he has a younger brother to deal with, he's used to this.]

Yeah, all right. Deny it if you want.

Doesn't change the fact it's true.

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[personal profile] bigsoftie 2015-02-09 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
...I understand how you feel.

Not all your feelings. But there are some I understand.
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Did you feel grief when you had to leave her?

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