its_decided: (Nozomi - Worried)
its_decided ([personal profile] its_decided) wrote in [community profile] mylittlejamjar2013-11-30 10:26 pm

5th New Dream

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Everypony...

...how would you feel if you got to know what your future would be like and you realized that it'll never come true?

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[And long after the question, Nozomi's busy just being so melancholy. A teacher. She was a teacher. She had her friends, she knew more friends, other girls who bore the name "Pretty Cure" and the worst of all was that she fell in love.

But, that wasn't her. She was like the other Twilight Sparkle, just a program from Mayfield. She'd never experience that at all. And that's what is hurting her right now.]


...I miss everyone...
magicalrealist: (Wanna run that by me again?)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-01 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
So you're saying I'll never get anywhere as long as I believe I'm a clone?
morganknight: (smirking sort of)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-01 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no, I'm not saying that. I'm saying that if you believe being a clone limits you, then you are limited by being a clone.
magicalrealist: (Actually...)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-01 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
(It's a while before Twilight responds.)

...Faith really is a powerful thing, isn't it?
morganknight: (smirking sort of)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-01 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Belief defines reality. Metaphorically and literally.
magicalrealist: (Wait a minute...)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-01 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It can define you are, too.

I'm sorry I came on so strongly; it's a sensitive issue for me.
morganknight: (a little somber)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-01 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing to apologize for. The question of who and what you are... there's nothing more personal than that.

If it's not prying too much, though... how do you know you're a clone?
magicalrealist: (Give her a moment.)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-01 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Because of a town called Mayfield. It was a virtual town and everyone brought there was also virtual. Because the higher-ups couldn't bring the original versions to the town, they made digital clones of the ones they tried to bring in. That's what Nozomi and I are.
morganknight: (looking at you)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-01 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, but -- and I'm sorry, I'm not trying to offend your or anything, I just want to understand -- why do you believe this?
magicalrealist: (Serious letter time.)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-01 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Because it's the truth. It's not just because they told us we're clones in a digital plane; it's because we were in a digital plane and we couldn't have been there unless we were created to live there.
morganknight: (nervous?)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-01 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
To be fair, I know a couple of people who could have gone to a digital plane despite not being created to live there, but... that's not the point. How did you know it was a digital plane?
magicalrealist: (Her true librarian form.)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
I saw the code that held it together. I saw that same code undo itself and fall apart. The town was always unstable and grew increasingly so until eventually, it collapsed. It was as if it were being torn out of reality. After a while, I think I started to feel it, too.
morganknight: (oh really?)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
That's a pretty good reason, admittedly. But it could all have been an illusion.
magicalrealist: (Serious letter time.)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
That's a possibility I don't like thinking about. I've questioned enough things already; I just want to enjoy what's in front of me.
morganknight: (looking at you)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
You're looking at it the wrong way. The possibility is what frees you to enjoy. You can't know what reality is. The absolute truth... it's unknowable. And at the same time it's what you believe it is, because that's what defines reality.
magicalrealist: (Off for a gallop!)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Then I believe my reality is to be happy with my friends.
morganknight: (tickled)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
Now you have to have the will to act on it, and the strength to make that belief come true -- stronger than anyone who believes otherwise.
magicalrealist: (PERSONA!)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
I do.

Well at the very least, I believe I do.
morganknight: (amused)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Now you're catching on!
magicalrealist: (Allow me!)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I'm a fast learner. Stubborn, but fast.

I'm Twilight Sparkle.
morganknight: (grin)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Stubborn just means a stronger will. Morgan Knight.
magicalrealist: (Magical apples)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
A stronger will that needed a push in the right direction. My friends were able to provide me that because when I couldn't believe in myself, I was able to believe in them.
morganknight: (grin)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Belief is stronger in groups, there's no doubt about that. So long as everyone can work towards the same end!
magicalrealist: (A checklist for my checklists!)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-02 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
As long as they can do that, they can accomplish anything.
morganknight: (smirking sort of)

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[personal profile] morganknight 2013-12-02 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Although admittedly, it's a lot easier here where magic is accepted.
magicalrealist: (Please come in!)

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[personal profile] magicalrealist 2013-12-05 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Thankfully, magic is accepted and encouraged in this world. You won't have to worry about that here.

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