'm not worried about it hurting me. [That was one thing he could focus on. He'd always been immune to U-DO's effects. Really what was bothering him was its connections to daddy dearest]

I just can't...not again... [Gaignun knows he's not making any sense, but putting more effort isn't where his head is at right now. He's still trying to make himself believe he's not still stuck with Dr. Yuriev]