[He just sighs and tries to smile... but it's clearly not reaching his eyes.]

I've wanted my life back for a long time... sometimes trying just isn't enough... I survive... it's all I have left.

[He sounds so tired, and old. Though it was nice to know that at least there was someone here that wouldn't blame him.]

... Thanks though. [He did appreciate the effort, even if his own self doubt wasn't letting up yet.]