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Pokey Minch ([personal profile] ceasetoexist) wrote in [community profile] mylittlejamjar 2014-12-25 05:11 am (UTC)

Re: [Text/Private to Kyouko]

I must've done something wrong? I must've done something wrong?

I realize all the things I did wrong there all the time. But guess what I couldn't stop it when the town decided it was time to force us to kill each other for sport. I couldn't help it when it brought out invincible murder machines that burnt us alive in our house. I couldn't help it when it turned the town into a radioactive wasteland and I watched the few people I cared about die from it yeah clearly it happened because I did something wrong.


[Because he did something wrong. Because he did something wrong.

It hurt because, even when Mayfield flung unavoidable death at everyone, Pokey couldn't help but blame himself for it. Especially since so many of the early pain caused to those he cared about was his fault.]


You don't know anything about what I went through or what it was like. You can't imagine what it was like to have it happen, and you don't know what it was like to lose it.

Fine. Sure. Let's talk.


[And maybe if he teaches someone, the mistakes he made won't happen again, even if he thinks it's inevitable.]

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