topgun_textiles: ([Shades] All right people listen up!)
Kanji Tatsumi ([personal profile] topgun_textiles) wrote in [community profile] mylittlejamjar 2015-05-31 11:09 pm (UTC)

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That- that ain't it...!

[A breath:]

I know that bottling ain't good, and I admit I've been doin' that for a while. I figured that song would help me get out what I couldn't say 'cause I ain't good with voicing how I feel without comin' out wrong.

But I thought about everybody and I just... everything came out. I wanna help 'em, because... because of that stuff I said. I wanna do what I can for 'em, after everything they've done for me.

Even though I got lost in the dreams, and even if Tirek's bullshit beam got me... I can't lie down n' quit when I can still get up and do something! But I guess when ya get down to it, I shouldered too much and I was... less okay than I thought I was.

[He sighed, ran a knee over his nose, and shook his head. This time he just let his eyes run, because it was helping him feel better deep down. They may all find it strange, but by the end of the day, he was going to walk up to Chie, to Yukiko, to Teddie, to Rise and to Naoto and just... hug them for a bit. Maybe they won't understand why, but he felt it was something he needed to do.]

But I'll be okay, I think. I blew all that bad steam. I'm gonna try to help the others feel better in my own way. My friends, and... and Ponyville, too!

I'll face what I'm feeling like I faced that other me... as myself, and not an angry, pent-up coward.

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