mylittlejamjar | 21st New Dream [Action]

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21st New Dream [Action]

[The voices in her head were maddening. She was reminded of Mayfield and everything everyone went through. She'd gotten lucky with not getting hit with it and then, all of a sudden, she found herself being told to do (in her mind) horrible things in Princess Celestia's body... and nearly lost herself in the process. She finally found a way to get to sleep and, when she woke up, she found herself in a more familiar place - her home with Mako. Quickly getting up, she raced towards a mirror and looked at it.

It was her own face.]

I'm... I'm home. I'm... I'm Nozomi again! I'm... I'm Nozomi Yumehara. Nozomi Yumehara...! I'm... I'm...!

[She quickly raced out of the home and out into the open Commune, looking around.]

I'm... I'm me again! I'm... I'm...!

[Aaaaaand, her legs give out, folding her forelegs in front of her.]

Please tell me the voices are gone. Please?

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[Nozomi... That was the one who turned into the native Celestia.]

[There's something odd here.]

...Voices?

EEEE...!

[And she buries her head some more.]

Please, no more.

[That was rather unexpected.]

Are you all right? did something happen?

It's... I... I don't know how to explain it.

Do so as best you can, then.

Something's wrong with Celestia, I think. I kept hearing voices, telling me to do things she'd never approve of.

I see... I may have to ask her about it. Perhaps I may ask Mako if she heard similar from my body, as well.

Nozomi! Are you all right?

[Her schedule wasn't THAT bad, was it?]

Y-your highness!

[Nozomi was confused - should she tell Celestia what had transpired? She let the first thing slip out instead]

I didn't mess anything up, did I? Please tell me I didn't!

Of course not. But what happened?

[Let this work...]

Celestia, I could hear a voice. It... It sounded like you.

A voice?

Yes! It sounded like you, but it wanted me to do things, like tell the delegates off and all!

...Really?

[Wow, she looks...genuinely surprised by this.]

That is...so strange...

...Princess?

[Did she say something wrong?]

I'd...sometimes get those urges myself. Usually, when I'm stressed. But I don't know if its really...

[She trails off, unsure whether to say it really was 'nothing'. Evidenced by the fact that she couldn't say that last word.]

But, that's the thing! I wasn't! I was pretty good when it spoke! I...

[She stopped for a bit before she spoke again, this time in a worried tone.]

It told me about what happened after that incident with Zetta...

What?

[Now she looked worried.]

I'm not sure you want me to repeat them, but...

The way it was speaking, I think it wanted me to replace you.

..Nozomi...did this voice only happen in my body?

Yes...

[She silent at this.]

Princess...?

I...I don't know what to say. Is it really possible...there's a voice in my head...?

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There may be and... it's very tempting...

[And then, she goes stern herself.]

But, I'm not going to let you suffer! We've given you enough grief because of our actions and I think it's high time we start making up for it, a little at a time. I'll find out what's wrong, even if I have to do so myself!

But this isn't even your fault, Nozomi.

You're right, it's not, but I found out about it. I feel obliged to help any way I can.

After hearing everything it said, I don't want you to go at this alone...

Still, I'm so sorry. I didn't even know...

Edited 2014-11-03 01:50 (UTC)

It's okay, Celestia. You don't have to apologize. But, now we know... or well, you and I know... we can fix it somehow, right?

I'm not sure. Its just been a part of my for so long...my own doubt and worry that I was doing the wrong thing with that I have. Of course, I always just assumed it was my doubt and not just an actual voice trying to goad me on.

You're back again to your old self. Good then.

Back to my old self, but... s-something's wrong.

Wrong? What's wrong about it exactly?

It's not me, it's Celestia...

...there's an odd voice in her head and... well, it drove me crazy...

Hmm.... did it say anything important? Like was it a voice-voice telling you what to do, or just a little nagging whisper?

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