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mylittlejamjar2015-03-04 04:44 pm
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26th New Dream [Text]
I feel like I owe a lot of ponies an apology. Big time.
The past two months, I've let the idea of being a Princess drive me. The idea of helping everypony I meet got to me. I wanted to do good. I wanted to have my own place in the world and... I wanted it now.
Instead, all I got out of it was being a complete fool and a scar thinking that what I was doing was right. It wasn't right. At all. I'd make a horrible Princess the way I was acting.
So... I want to apologize for it. I know it isn't much, but... at the very least, I want you all to know that I messed up. While I still want to be a Princess, I'm just not going to actively go at it anymore. If... who or whatever wants me to be a Princess, they'll do so. Right now, I think I have friends who'd rather have Nozomi Yumehara around more.
The past two months, I've let the idea of being a Princess drive me. The idea of helping everypony I meet got to me. I wanted to do good. I wanted to have my own place in the world and... I wanted it now.
Instead, all I got out of it was being a complete fool and a scar thinking that what I was doing was right. It wasn't right. At all. I'd make a horrible Princess the way I was acting.
So... I want to apologize for it. I know it isn't much, but... at the very least, I want you all to know that I messed up. While I still want to be a Princess, I'm just not going to actively go at it anymore. If... who or whatever wants me to be a Princess, they'll do so. Right now, I think I have friends who'd rather have Nozomi Yumehara around more.
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Having dreams is fine. Making something of yourself is fine too. But it's good to learn, yourself, that you've let it go to your head.
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I got caught up in the idea of doing so that, well... I kept making a fool of myself.
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Sometimes making mistakes is the only way to learn.