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10 Butterflies [Visual]
[There's a Fluttershy on the scrolls, looking rather worried and trying not to be upset.]
H-Has...anyone seen Sunset or Donnie...? The...Donnie with Digimon...
I...I-I was trying to call them, and...I-I couldn't reach them...
[Private to Don]
I-I...I think Donnie's gone again...
H-Has...anyone seen Sunset or Donnie...? The...Donnie with Digimon...
I...I-I was trying to call them, and...I-I couldn't reach them...
[Private to Don]
I-I...I think Donnie's gone again...
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Hey.
Come sit; I ordered a pot for us.
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Thanks...
[She hesitates for a moment.]
Wh-When did you...find out? About...Donnie, I mean...
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This morning. I had gone to his room to ask him a question about something we've been working on and...well.
He and his pets were both gone.
[Weariness creeps into his tone.]
I'm sorry if I didn't tell you. I wasn't exactly in a talking mood.
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[She had been upset when she found out too. Enough that she hadn't made the scroll post right away.]
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It never gets any easier, does it? Even after...shell, how long have I been at this?
[A year in Kon Ran. Two years in Panem. Two years here, now.]
You get tired, but it still hurts. Its never a comfort, never has been.
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[Regardless of how you lose them.]
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[He quietly pours a cup for the pegasus.]
But when you get to that point...well, you don't want to get to that point. I'm just glad that Donnie came here, you know? At least here its not so...oppressive.
[A pause before he sips again. He knows its not exactly comforting, and really, he'd prefer nothing bad happening, but...]
At least Calice just...stares at us. Even if its terrifying. At least its not numbness you feel from it.
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Mm...I don't know if I'd ever want to get at that point. Even with how much it hurts...I prefer to miss them if they're gone...
[Although it would be better if she didn't have to miss them. But one can't always have what they wanted.
She hesitated a moment, looking down into her tea cup.]
Mm...I-I guess it...could be worse...
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[He looks back up at Fluttershy.]
No matter how long it takes. Zecora...she said that Twilight's still in there somewhere. If we can get to Twilight, we can get to everypony else. We can save everypony else, Donnie included.
I've lived in worlds where people don't come back. I'm not going to waste the chance here knowing others can be saved.
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But she knew they still had to keep trying too. For Twilight, and for everyone.]
Right...We have to help however we can...
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...Maybe...that's how...I-If she's watching us...
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I-It's been slow, but...I think it's been helping, a little bit...
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[Huh.]
What do you mean? You've noticed something?
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When Zetta became an alicorn, something happened...like, Calice's magic broke somehow...It took a while for things to go back to normal, but...I-I don't know, it hasn't...felt exactly the same since then...
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I...
[He's surprised, to say the least.]
Yeah, I mean, I know we turned back to our true selves, but I'll admit I didn't really notice a difference. But you did...?
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I'm not exactly sure...I-I can't really explain it. Something just feels a bit different...
[Maybe it's because she'd been gone and came back. She's not really sure.]
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I wish I knew what I could tell you. I guess I'm so used to the whole 'oppressive air' thing that...I can't always tell the difference in the air.
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[Maybe it was just wishful thinking.]
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