Leatherhead (
bigsoftie) wrote in
mylittlejamjar2015-01-27 01:36 pm
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Two Marks [Visual]
[One big fluffy dog lies in front of his scroll, his big dog eyes appearing a tad lost, like they're searching for something.]
It is good to see the people of this world returning to themselves. I know losing control is not a good thing to live through...
[He shifts, letting his head rest on one paw.]
I am sorry I was not as much help as I could have been...I honestly do not remember where I have been...it does not matter.
[The diamond dog didn't come here just to make small talk anyhow.]
But I must be true...I did not call only for this. I have a question...how does one forget? How does one forget someone you know you cannot see?
I don't know the answer myself. Maybe someone knows it...
It is good to see the people of this world returning to themselves. I know losing control is not a good thing to live through...
[He shifts, letting his head rest on one paw.]
I am sorry I was not as much help as I could have been...I honestly do not remember where I have been...it does not matter.
[The diamond dog didn't come here just to make small talk anyhow.]
But I must be true...I did not call only for this. I have a question...how does one forget? How does one forget someone you know you cannot see?
I don't know the answer myself. Maybe someone knows it...
[Audio]
I do not think I would see it that way...not if I were you...
[What the heck, kid.]
[Audio]
But it was the only place where people cared about me. The only time I had and made friends.
I hated the place. But I didn't hate the people.
Now they're all gone. And I'm one of the few fractions of what's left.
How would you feel, knowing the only people you gave a crap about were probably all dead, but you got to live?
[And you knew you didn't deserve it. Or at least deserved it the least of them.]
[Audio]
I am sorry that you must carry that feeling.
Re: [Audio]
It's fine. I'll be fine.
[And in the end? Maybe he deserves it. Maybe it's a punishment, for all that he could be.
It's a dumb thought, but it's a thought who's stupidity he won't recognize for a while.]