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Entry tags:
- dw: 10th doctor clone [ou],
- homestar runner: strong bad [ou],
- mlp: discord [sn],
- pmmm: homura akemi [au],
- xenosaga: gaignun kukai [au],
- zelda: kafei [ou],
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- zzz_mlp: flare star [oc],
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- zzz_smt: lucifer [ou],
- zzz_tenchi muyo: sami [au]
Fourteenth Starfall [visual, dated after Native!Luna's post]
So, hey. I've got a question, now that th'world is back to what passes for "normal" 'round here.
What do you do if it turns out that you've been livin' a lie all your life? Not, like, in the Mayfield sense, but... what if you thought you were a hero and you turned out to only be hurtin' people, or...
[Flare goes quiet, and glances away.]
...or what if you believed you were cursed, only t'find out it was all in your head, and you were only holdin' yourself back? What do you do when you find that sorta thing out?
[Private to Zetta]
Hey. Overlord. I wanted to apologize for not believing you and assuming you were the one who let Grand Lord Suckface out of Tartarus. Seemed like the sort of thing you'd do in order to get his power for your own, or t'create a threat so that you had your own personal army at your beck and call.
I was wrong. In order to make it up to you... well, I ain't about to become your minion or suck up to you, but if you wanna take Rarity someplace fancy sometime, just lemme know and I'll work out all the bullcrap with getting you some spots. Your drinks are covered for the next month if you want to come down to the Decanter, too.
So... sorry.
What do you do if it turns out that you've been livin' a lie all your life? Not, like, in the Mayfield sense, but... what if you thought you were a hero and you turned out to only be hurtin' people, or...
[Flare goes quiet, and glances away.]
...or what if you believed you were cursed, only t'find out it was all in your head, and you were only holdin' yourself back? What do you do when you find that sorta thing out?
[Private to Zetta]
Hey. Overlord. I wanted to apologize for not believing you and assuming you were the one who let Grand Lord Suckface out of Tartarus. Seemed like the sort of thing you'd do in order to get his power for your own, or t'create a threat so that you had your own personal army at your beck and call.
I was wrong. In order to make it up to you... well, I ain't about to become your minion or suck up to you, but if you wanna take Rarity someplace fancy sometime, just lemme know and I'll work out all the bullcrap with getting you some spots. Your drinks are covered for the next month if you want to come down to the Decanter, too.
So... sorry.
[Visual]
Breathe. Just... stay calm, Flare.]
What... what did you ask, now?
[She kind of forgot the question on account of enormous burst of unnatural rage.]
[Visual]
I was saying...right what you feel is wrong then.
The worst fight is within our head...
[Visual]
Just like any other offworlder.
By the time she speaks, she's at least managed to untense herself, though she's not quite managed to get her ears or wings under control.]
You're tellin' me. Our heads and our hearts. When you're led t'believe somethin' for so long, nobody telling you different, and then end up having a different truth shown to you first-hoof...
[Visual]
Sometimes we find something that is different...and we must change how we see the world.
My friends would say it is learning.
Maybe that is what you are doing.