Nephenee Knight (
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mylittlejamjar2013-12-01 11:16 pm
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6th spear ↟, a wish unfufilled [Video]

[She had woken up to the sun and birds chirping as usual, but...suddenly she was not small anymore. She was back to her normal size, Amaryllis and Daisy snoozing beside her. Somehow though, as she remembered the past week, she still felt small.
Last week was insane. This was not an opinion, this was a fact to her. She hadn't realized how much she had driven that part of her into hiding growing up, but she just wanted it to go away now. It wasn't knowing that her father had pas-okay, knowing his passing had been not long after that age was part of it. What was bothering her more was how that child had been, being so adamant about leaving her family, her life, forging another destiny. It made her a bit sick to think about it. So she didn't. She did feel ashamed, however.
For now though, she needed to talk to some people, reintroduce herself to those she had met as a filly, hope they weren't put off by her. So there's a flustered looking pony on the feed now. For some of the ponies, she'd look familiar to a small filly they might have met with a giant bow in her hair. To others that knew her, she'd seemed...more withdrawn than usual.]
...Well, last week certainly was somethin'. Ah hope everypony's okay.
Um, cause Ah met a few of you as a filly, Ah should probably reintroduce myself. Ah'm Nephenee...Ah was a little filly last week, big bow in my hair. Just...wanted to apologize for anything Ah might have done or said. Bit of a brat back then...
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[Private to Bertie]
Sir Bertie, can ya come over? Ah...wanted ta talk to ya.
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[Private to Utsusemimaru]
Hey, Sir Utchy, how ya holdin' up after last week?
[Visual] :3c
[But enough about her.]
What about you? It didn't...hurt or anything, did it?
[Visual] I love Arcee a lot ok
Nah, Ah woke up and just...was a mare again. At least it didn't last too long. Ah got a lot of farmin' ta do now, though.
Uh...Ah wanted to apologize to ya about the whole 'kitty' thing.
[Visual] o-oh gosh, thanks ;;
[She shivers slightly, knowing very well if this were, say, Miko, this would have been 1000x worse.]
I'm just glad everything's back to normal. ...Or as normal as this place gets.
[Visual] :3c best robokitty
It coulda been worse. [She facehoofs.]
Ah think that's a good way ta say it. It has times where it's...normal. Though Ah think this is the shortest time between stuff goin' wrong. Last month a bunch of us had ta face Nightmares. That...wasn't fun.
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I thought this was supposed to be a happy place. What happened to friendship?
[Because this doesn't sound friendship at all.]
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Yeah, there was a bein' called Nightmare Moon. Not the same one they talk about in the stories here, but close enough. And she made this fog in one of the forests round here that made people see stuff that wasn't there...some of us had ta fight 'em, too.
[Like watching your country's capital burn and seeing your Queen killed. And defeating a jerk you just missed slaughtering everyone.]
Ah guess we're just havin' a bad spell, though...things outta perk up soon. At least it didn't happen when we needed ta harvest stuff here in the Commune.
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[She begins to rub her temples in an attempt to calm herself down, but the idea of the happy little town filled with friendship having its fair share of problems makes it difficult.
Instead, she'll just keep it out of her mind for now and focus on other things. Arcee will gladly take the subject change.]
Harvest, huh?
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[Not that she can actually eat any of that. Well, she can, it just wouldn't do her any good.]
Glad to hear you're at least doing something to help out around here.
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[But it's clear she's curious. Maybe that's the cat in here...]
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[Skewer opponents on the battlefield? Sure. Skewer a pig? Nope.]