mylittlejamjar | 6th spear ↟, a wish unfufilled [Video]

[She had woken up to the sun and birds chirping as usual, but...suddenly she was not small anymore. She was back to her normal size, Amaryllis and Daisy snoozing beside her. Somehow though, as she remembered the past week, she still felt small.

Last week was insane. This was not an opinion, this was a fact to her. She hadn't realized how much she had driven that part of her into hiding growing up, but she just wanted it to go away now. It wasn't knowing that her father had pas-okay, knowing his passing had been not long after that age was part of it. What was bothering her more was how that child had been, being so adamant about leaving her family, her life, forging another destiny. It made her a bit sick to think about it. So she didn't. She did feel ashamed, however.

For now though, she needed to talk to some people, reintroduce herself to those she had met as a filly, hope they weren't put off by her. So there's a flustered looking pony on the feed now. For some of the ponies, she'd look familiar to a small filly they might have met with a giant bow in her hair. To others that knew her, she'd seemed...more withdrawn than usual.]

...Well, last week certainly was somethin'. Ah hope everypony's okay.

Um, cause Ah met a few of you as a filly, Ah should probably reintroduce myself. Ah'm Nephenee...Ah was a little filly last week, big bow in my hair. Just...wanted to apologize for anything Ah might have done or said. Bit of a brat back then...

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[Private to Bertie]

Sir Bertie, can ya come over? Ah...wanted ta talk to ya.

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[Private to Utsusemimaru]

Hey, Sir Utchy, how ya holdin' up after last week?

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Ah, I am doing quite well, Lady Nephenee. Pteragordon still seems rather cross about the whole thing, but I am certain that shall pass.

What of yourself?

Heh, poor Pteragordon. Ah'll make him a treat ta make up for it.

Ah...could be doin' better, gotta admit. Ah'm sorry for sayin' some of the stuff Ah did. Like assumin' ya should know the difference between a small horse and a pony...

I am quite sure he would appreciate such an act of kindness!

Oh, no, Lady Nephenee, it is quite all right. We were just children then, after all!

Yeah, and Ah was a brat. Still, thank ya. Havin' a couple of friends helped a lot, even if Ah didn't know it then.

[She raises a hoof in thought.]

Ya mentioned your family was farmers too?

I have found that friends are most helpful in any situation!

[There is a sheepish nod.]

That was before I left to become a swordsman...I fear that I left at a much younger age than I should have, but it all turned out for the best in the end.

How old were ya? Ah was...maybe 16 when Ah had to leave to fight.

[Some girls get Sweet Sixteens. She got a war.]

I was...a bit younger than that. Foolish, a bit headstrong...eager to get out of there and fight to protect those who might need it.

[He looks a bit sheepish at that.]

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