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Nephenee Knight ([personal profile] neighfeni) wrote in [community profile] mylittlejamjar2013-12-01 11:16 pm

6th spear ↟, a wish unfufilled [Video]



[She had woken up to the sun and birds chirping as usual, but...suddenly she was not small anymore. She was back to her normal size, Amaryllis and Daisy snoozing beside her. Somehow though, as she remembered the past week, she still felt small.

Last week was insane. This was not an opinion, this was a fact to her. She hadn't realized how much she had driven that part of her into hiding growing up, but she just wanted it to go away now. It wasn't knowing that her father had pas-okay, knowing his passing had been not long after that age was part of it. What was bothering her more was how that child had been, being so adamant about leaving her family, her life, forging another destiny. It made her a bit sick to think about it. So she didn't. She did feel ashamed, however.

For now though, she needed to talk to some people, reintroduce herself to those she had met as a filly, hope they weren't put off by her. So there's a flustered looking pony on the feed now. For some of the ponies, she'd look familiar to a small filly they might have met with a giant bow in her hair. To others that knew her, she'd seemed...more withdrawn than usual.
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...Well, last week certainly was somethin'. Ah hope everypony's okay.

Um, cause Ah met a few of you as a filly, Ah should probably reintroduce myself. Ah'm Nephenee...Ah was a little filly last week, big bow in my hair. Just...wanted to apologize for anything Ah might have done or said. Bit of a brat back then...

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[Private to Bertie]

Sir Bertie, can ya come over? Ah...wanted ta talk to ya.

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[Private to Utsusemimaru]

Hey, Sir Utchy, how ya holdin' up after last week?
tinkertytonk: (are you sure?)

Might be a good place to start wrapping things up.

[personal profile] tinkertytonk 2013-12-23 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I'd imagine birds could manage it, too, but it's awfully thoughtful of you to be helping them along. [His tone is outright teasing now.]

Fire, squirrels, birds, and nuts to one side, are you going to be all right, old girl? As I said, you've nothing to apologize for when you were a filly. We all change. And I think you've grown into a brilliant young lady.